i want people to look at me and think im sick
that im too thin
that i need to eat something
that i need help
i want them to whisper as they walk past, how jealous they are
how thin i am
how beautiful i am
i want everyone i know to be shocked when they see me
i want them to talk about me
i want them to be so envious
i want them to want to be me
i want to show them i am better than they are, a thousand times over
i want to be perfect
flawless
beautiful
thin
with nothing to hide
and be detested and envied for it
i want to show them all that they are wrong and be the best
i want to live
i want to be free
i want to be happy
i want to be thin
Thin is great! But its so hard to get there :( You will reach it soon!
ReplyDeleteI couldn't have said it better myself.
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I feel like you just read my mind. We'll get there!
ReplyDeletei want this <3
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